Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Am I too aggressive?

Finally find a place I can express myself. I always wonder that a lady like my age, a little over 30, still want to go back to school, want to change the career path. Am I too aggressive? Because many friends think this way. They think I should just keep the current job and enjoy being a wife. I have to work full time during the day, and then I go home study till midnight since I want to apply for MBA this Fall. I hardly have time for myself. It is good that my husband working in the other city. I am not bothered by him. Otherwise, he will complain I ignore him also. But MBA is my dream. Changing the major is one of my dream since I graduated from college as engineer. I do not think I want to be an engineer. But my father made me be an engineer. Everyday working with demanding men boss and demanding men college. I want to stand off and not being treated as entry level. I tried hard. Still I feel very stressful and they didn't take my opinion as professional. I feel so disappointed. That is why I want to take full time MBA degree and totally change my career. Otherwise, I won't be happy at all.


My GMAT English test will be 4/28, the coming month. I tried to ignore everything and focus on this study every night. Many friends already think I am disappear. But I told myself, only one month left. I need get it done well if I will try one more time to fullfill my career dream. I was sick yesterday because of bad headache. I think I push myself too hard sometimes. I wish my dream can become to be true and also it will change my reality too.